Okay, so i read your comment, and i took it personally. I know you might have not been trying to personally attack me, but the way i read it, i take it that way. I mean i was on some serious pain killers when i wrote it, plus i am not a natural speller. And if you didnt know that, they why am I on your buddy list, and why are you reading my entries. Are you that bored? Or do you secretly enjoy reading about what I do? Why didnt you put your name? anyways have a great day, go have some starbucks!

So today I only had three things i need to do. 1) Go get a shirt made and buy patches for my letterman jacket 2) Go by the really cool yelow poka dot skirt from Hot topic 3) Go get an appliccation from Chili's For some strange reason the government recogzines today as the acttually 4th of July, this is the day everyone gets off. I mean, are we going to shoot off fireworks tonight, since our parent have the day off. No you shot them off yesterday, because that is when 4th of July is! So anyways, i need to get my little erands done, and with my mom, since i am not going to pay for this stuff myself, we head to the letterman patch/shirt place first in old Katy. We get there and there is nobody in the parking lot, but i remain hopeful. Maybe they are in the back parking lot? Even though i know there isnt one. We go by the door and there is a sign that reads: "Closed on Monday due to the 4th of jUly holiday. Have a safe 4th of July" I sighed angerly and just told my mom I would drag my cousin there tomorrow. We then go to the mall. Now i have to start out with saying, my mom is from a small southeern texas town raised by well to do people. So she doesnt adapt well to the "punk" people of our society. When i get the stuff I need and go try it on in the dressing room she turns to me and says: mom: Do you shop here often? me: I dont usally buy something, but I do like to look around Mom: It has scary music and things. me: its not THAT bad, there are some cute things you just have to look for them. Mom: I guess your right, your skirt is cute. Me: Thank you Mom: But you can see that isnt a place for a 50 year old woman, its just werid. ~then i just give her a look like she is insane~ Mom: well it is! Me: Yes mother. My mom then payeed for it and we went to a few other stores, for thingss in the house Then we went to Chili's to pick up an application for me for being a hostess. I went in there and went up to the host and asked him: Me: Do you have any job opening for hostesses? host: Yes. Me: Do you have an application, that I can Fill out? Host: Yes. Me: May I have one? Host: No. Me: Excuse me? Host: Its a holiday, you need to come back later. ~After hearing this i was about to hurt him. I was so tried of hearing that its a holiday, therefore it cant be done. I had been there 3 times trying to get an application. One time i was at the wrong time, then the right person wasnt there, and then i was 5 mintues late. So I just smiled and said thank you and good bye~ Happy Non 4th of July Holiday!!!

Ahh so it is the fourth of July, well it was yesterday anyways. So I went to church and i almost feel asleep, not because of the pastor, eventhough she went 30 mintues over, but because for the first time my medicine actually had a side effect, sleepness. Then we proceeded home and I made potato salad, Pizza, Limeade/lemonade, cupcakes/flag cookies. Then we waited till my mom got home which took like 4 hours, and by that time I had given up and ate my pizza and chips and queso. Then my mom and I went and watched the fireworks at the Mall which were actually really nice. The only thing is it took us an hour to get out and we were one of the first people out. We finish the whole day out by watching What not to Wear.

Okay, so i got my wisdom teeth pulled on Thursday and i havent writed about it till now b/c i didnt feel like it the day it happen and i didnt do it yesterday b/c my computer wasnt working to well. So let us begin. I woke up thursday morning and went to the town and Country office for my appointment at 8:45 a.m. I will admit i was scared, but mainly because i didnt know what was going to happen. So the nurse comes in to the waiting room and gets me and brings me to the back operating room. I sit in this big chair and take a deep breath. She first puts the little figure thing on my left pointer figure to montitor my heart rate and then she checks my blood pressure. By that time she put an IV in me and says its only sugar water for now. And boy that hurt realy bad, it was a gaint needle. Then she puts these two C-clamps looking things around both my wrisit to do a better heart montior thing, I guess. She comes over and says she has to take out my pony tail holder b/c i have to lay flat, so she does and says the docter will be in shortly. The docter comes in and ask me how I am doing and then says he will put an oxygen mask over my nose and just to breath normally. Now at this point there is no turning back, I have a thing hooked up to my figure, two things aroung my wrist, a thing around my upper arm, an IV in my left forearm and an oxygen mask on my nose. So i just breath again, and by this time they had moved my chair all the way back so i couldnt see anything, but i could see the docter fix two needles. And as a side note, since most people dont know this, I hate needles. so I start fidgenting, and i just look at the ceiling. In about 5 seconds the ceiling starts to move, and then i am gone. I am guessing that he put the needles in my IV. I never really wake up till i am in the car with my mom. But i remember hearing things after the surgury. Like when the docter said I was "entertaining and funny during the surgury" which just raises my suspesions. Then when the nurse gave me my poney tail holder back and finally when i was wheeled in a wheel chair to my car and i was taken down by elevator and some man said "it looks like she had some oral surgury" But that is it, nothing during the surgury. I got home and slept for an hour then woke up and watched tv. as well as bled for half the day. Oh one nasty thing, i was filling out this application when i went to pick it up off the ground, and i bled all over it. See you have no feeling on you chin or lower lip for the first day because of the medicine. So i just wiped it off and sent it in anyways.But i was probally more active then needed be, but it really doesnt hurt to bad, they give you really good medicine. The only bad thing is the sweeling, i look like a chipmonk. i notice people were staring at me when i went to the mall today and i couldnt figure out why, but then I relized that it looks like i have a gaint jaw breaker in my both sides of my mouth. Oh another thing that sucks is you cant have cokes or suck though straws. I dont like cokes that much, but oncce you know you cant have them, you want them SOOOO much. But you got to love the medice, which allow me to depart because i must go take some of the good old horsepills now!!

I hate this rain, it was nice the first few days, but it needs to STOP! please somebody tell god not to be such a baby!

Since i am bored out of my mind, i start looking on the internet at colleges. I visit the regular sites, that i only can wish to attend school at. Such as NYU, Columbia and anything in Califoria. The more I look at them the more i relize I have no idea what I want to major in. I know that most people who are going to be Jrs, havent even thought about it, but I have always known what i wanted to do with my life, but now I only draw a blank. I have gotten so many idea from family and teachers but one always contridices the other, so I am screwed. This is what i have decided. And for those stupid people who want to leave comments but are to scared to write there name, I fixed it.

So last night Amanda, Jeremy and I went to go see the new Spinderman movie, what a waste. I know most people are like "OHHHHH SPINDERMAN"! but no, please dont. The consept of the villan and how the massive fusin ball was destroyed in the end, by drowning it, is rediculas. Plus, the worst crime, Ms. Dunst had the worst wedding dress i have ever seen in my life. I seriously had to turn toward Amanda, because it was so bad, I felt like I was going to throw up in my mouth. By the end, of the never ending 2 1/2 long movie I was wishing for Ms. Dunst to get killed by the gaint falling wall. Unfortentually, it didnt happen, but most people including his best friend and Ms. MJ now know who the true Spinderman is. How will there be another Spinderman if some of the New Yorker, his Girlfriend, and the new Villian know who he is? POINTLESS!, maybe I am just a tad bitter. The good thing out of the evening is that i got chessecake and the paridse pie from Chilis out of it. Which is where I will be working soon as a hostess, i hope.
Tomorrow is the great day i will be getting surgury on my lovely wisdom teeth, so i will no longer be as wise, but have alot of drugs, and be eating alot of pudding.

41 days
19 hours
55 mintues tilll hell begins. AKA School

`So i got my driver's linsce yesterday and after getting my surgury on my foot I still wanted to drive. I mean you have to drive on the first day you can Legally do it! So i told my mom i had to go to Felicia's house to pick up the dress and jerwelry she had borrowed for the theatre banquet. My mom asked why she couldnt bring it over and i told a little lie saying that her car was broken down and that her mom was painting a mural, which is true her mom was painting a mural, but i wanted to drive sooo bad. so she said fine, so i went to felicia's house without getting into a weck or running over any smal children, eventhough that is one of my goals for driving. I was however able to turn with one hand, drive with one hand, talk AND dial the phone while driving, and i owe it all to my little Tequlia Garicia. But afterward i decided to go to Julz's house just to put it in her face that she doesnt have her linsce eventhough she is a day younger than me, and i called her to tell her i was comming over and she gave me directions. I went over and pulled up and put on the parking brake and we talked some. Then i decided i need to go home for dinner, since i wasnt even suppose to go to Juli's house anyways, so i persended home. I had the window down listening to music when all of a sudden i smelled something on kingsland at the light. So i try to see if anything is burning under the hood or under the car, but nothing. So i just went home thinking that it's just kingsland. so i go home and my mom meets me in the garage, as i pull in. We go inside and i tell her how i smelt something burning while i was comming home from "julz's" house. She goes out to the garage and looks at the car and starts yelling at me. Appearenttly i had forgot to take the emergcy brake off when i left Julz's. Stupid me! so now i have to think about what i did before i get to drive again. This is somthing that wouold only happen to me. The day i get to drive, the day i get my linsce taken away. so ironic.
And i finish summer school PE. WOW that is difficult! actually, no, but it was so much fun. i met the greatest people. i met all these great guys, who were so funny, and we would make up names for people we didnt like. Felicia and I had the best time, ahhh the good old days with Seal, Hipppo, jackass, Bitch and Hefer. would trade them for the world, but now Felicia and i are so toned, and we can hit the beaches of Califorina. one of us is going to die when we go there and its not going to be me. I will take lots of pictures for you guys to see the fig fall of the board.
Plus we might get our letter jackets early, so i can take it to Cali with me, b/c its like in the 60's up there. burrr!! Oh and i cut off my hair, it is now sholder lengh, i wanted it shorter but the guy said no.